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I hate having constant fucking reminders of the people that fucked me over the most in life.

They aren’t even connect yet I can’t possibly get completely away from them. No matter how far away I go or what accounts I delete. You guys pop up anyways. Honestly I don’t know what to do to make the past stay in the past. 

And I get to see my favorite sister in law, my two adorable nephews/godsons and meet my  newborn neice <3

to top it all of I get to drive down to see my BEST friend and go to DC for the first time :) 

I miss everyone soo much, so many things to look forward to on this trip!!

It’s kinda ridiculous how many times I talk to my mom and sister in a day. I miss my familyyy.

I don’t like today.

I’m doing this thing for my Hubby’s birthday. He’s been really homesick lately so I thought it would be cute to have his family and friends from back home write him something for his birthday a favorite memory, write a goofy rap or song, whatever they wanted. There’ one problem with my plan, kris “friends” from back home are really shitty people/friends so only a few have written something. I don’t get why he insist on defending them and wanted to go to Lawton to visit people who won’t even write a paragraph to him for his birthday.

One of his brothers didn’t even write back or respond to his sisters text about sending me something for his own brothers birthdayy. It’s ridiculous and so annoying.

I really want to write all his “best” friends who haven’t respond and tell them how shitty people they are, but that would make Kris mad because they are his “best friends”. 

oh and to top it all off, I can’t just not do it now because only like 6 people wrote back because one of his friends that did write back told him I was making him something. LOVELY. It’s not like I told him I wanted to keep it a surprise or anything… OH WAIT I did tell him that. 

I’m not excited to get back in the swing of classes, BUT I am excited to start my Social Work classes :) I have a good feeling about this semester.